Internet Addiction is Real

Internet addiction is a real thing.  I haven’t googled it to find out because I am certain that it exists.  I definitely have it.  My internet addiction started at a very young age, well before my substance addiction came into my life.  It all started with a little thing called AOL and a certain “You’ve […]

On Taking Things Personally

I used to take every thing personal.  If a girl at school called me ugly then I believed her and thought that I was ugly.  If someone told me my skin was pale then I’d make sure to do something about it.  I would also take positive things personal.  I felt myself get high off […]

Self Care Guilt

What is this thing that happens to me when I do something nice for myself?  This immediate pang of guilt.  Where on earth does this come from?  Why does it happen every time?  Either in a feeling of remorse for doing something nice for myself, or a feeling of guilt because I have spent an […]

When Loneliness Sets In

A common human feeling is loneliness. It can come upon you like a storm. Rolling in unexpected. There you are sitting at home, no one is calling you, no one is there to talk to. It’s just you and your lap top. The phone is silent, your thoughts start creeping in. No one loves me, […]